Mom's Time

I went to my Mom's Time group at church today. Abundant Life Church. We are reading 'The Power of a Praying Wife'. This book is so wonderful, I'm learning a lot about my husband, his role in our marriage as well as myself and my role. I never thougth when I got married that it would be so complicated! Having kids adds to the whole picture too...........whew! It's a lot to deal with. I still get annoyed with my hubby but this book along with my friends in our group, are helping me to understand him. I think if more women had an outlet like this group, there would not be so many divorces today. We support eachother, can share and open up, it's amazing. I had a melt down tonight, balled like a baby. My friends were so great and helped me through it.
I'm so grateful to God for bringing such amazing people into my life.........my whole life. Not only do I mean my friends but acquaintances as well. I'm truely blessed. I just need to remember that when the chips are down. :-)
I feel like I don't have control in my life. Randy being off work, finances, my health and weight, the kids fighting, my house being a total mess...........all the time! (even when I've just cleaned it)
Using the woodstove for heat has added to my work load but I should not complain, it's keeping us toasty warm and reducing our electric bill. This is a perfect example of that I'm trying to do, fine the positive in things. This is not an easy thing to do but I'm trying, Lord knows, I'm trying.
:-) Thanks for reading my ramblings.................